The OCD DEMON has returned WITHOUT permission.
He has created HAVOC in my life by making want to check to see if the door is locked 10X.
He has created HAVOC in my life by making me drive around the block several times to convince me that I closed my door.
He has created HAVOC in my life by highlighting minor defects on electronic products and making them GLARE in my eyes like the brightest moments of the Sun to which destroys me as I fixate on them, unable to fix them.
He has created HAVOC in my life by making repeat several phrases over and over again in my head.
He has created HAVOC in my life my making the smallest dents on my car look like craters.
He has created HAVOC in my life by blowing these behaviours out of perportions and eroding the basic foundations of relationships with other.
He has created HAVOC in my life by having others not understand what I am going through as I just want to scream outloud as I can not control these thoughts.
This DEMON almost made me admit myself to the ER as it felt like I was losing control.
This DEMON has been with me as long as I can remember and likes to pluck my strings like an out of tune Musical Instrument.
This OCD DEMON will NOT win.
This DEMON will NOT catch me crying for help.
This DEMON will NOT win as WE dont not play by the same rules.
As I look at my reflection in the mirror, I question myself if I am the DEMON.
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